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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
do i really noe myself?
Wednesday, December 14, 2005, 3:40 PM
jus had a longggggg chat wif my p6 now in nygh basically we complained bout all those stuff. u noe how mothers r so unfair n insolent,how frenz in nygh r so hard 2 make n how hard we're tryin(but 2 no avail) 2 fit in into these little impenetrable frenship circles dat divides out class up. but is life really so bad? are dere really so many bad stuff roamin around? do life really sux? how do i c it in a diff lite so dat i can c wad's really e life dat i'm livin? seems 2 mi dat we're all livin under dis mask. a fake mask. so as 2 fit into e society, so as 2 not 2 lose out. the trend. someone creates it. so dat all thsoe gals out dere HAD 2 wear micro-mini skirts n all those bois out dere jus HAD 2 wear 2 layers(long-sleeved inside n short sleeved tee out). n if u dun haf e lastest stuff or clothes or "behaviour", u're considered as a nerd. geek. is dat rite? i tink all those ppl who do not folo e trend r brave. at least dey dare 2 stand out n b individual n not folo blindlessly n b same as every1 else!

if life is so great, if dis life is MY life, how come all i c is evil? bad stuff. i dun find happiness at all. all those "dark" stuff seemed 2 overlap all e good stuff. e darkness drowns out e lite. how come my life is controlled by all those other ppl? if u wanna live ur life, haf ur own style! u dun needa b leaded or controlled...wad u nid is e society 2 accept ur way of live, so not c u as a "oddball". u can do anything u wan,wear anything,say anything...it's YOU! it's not thousands of millions of ppl's. how i wish dat i'm still a small child. so innocent. almost ignorant 2 e evils n chaos of e world. so happy over e slightest little thing. so worry-free. i'll gif my life if i can achieve dat. i mean if i'm see good when i'm dead, i might as well die!! i believe our lives r more den complaints n hw n competition. but dat is a belief. where those"a brighter future","a new 2moro" r i dunno. all i noe is dat at least if i stay positive n believe dat those things r not lost, i may jus fit in. i my jus shut my eyes on these evils. i may jus survive in dis ever changing competitive society full of conceited, fake ppl. i may jus pull thru.