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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
if she's my mum,y do i despise her??
Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 1:00 PM
i calculated. in lyk 2 daes, we had 3 fights. in lyk a yr, we haf approximately more than a million fights. we live under e same roof, we c each other everydae. but WHY do i still despise her?? i would not use e word "hate" cos i tink it's 2 strong a word. yeah, i call my mum "bitch " behind her back(n once screamed dat word rite in her face) but now i no longer hate her so much cos she's still my mother. e woman who cares 4 mi, cooks 4 mi, take care of mi n everything. e only sole BIG problem wif her is dat she gets agiated easily.n when she gets agiated,she will jus scream n yell at mi without consideration of wad's rite or wrong n without takin into wad i feel or wadsoever. on last sun. we went 2 c houses near toh guan dere cos my parents considerin 2 get new hse den saw one unit dat my mum n dad lyk a lot dey wanna buy de but i totally hate it bcos it's decor is 2 old-fanshioned. so i told my parents dat. n my mum was lyk"mi n ur dad lyk dat decor so dat's y we wanna buy it n now u're so troublesome, stuff we lyk u DONT!!" n i was lyk:"wadeva, i jus dun lyk it, it's 2 old-fashioned" my mum was lyk"if only i knew dat u dun lyk i dun bring u 2 c dat hse!! wad kind of deco u want?!" i sae" more mordern stuff" my mum sae"dat hse's deco was pretty good, it use all e finest materials n haf marble floor!!" den i sae i jus dun lyk. n she lost it n screamed at mi in PUBLIC. my dad had 2 tear us apart. i mean hellooooooooo, i jus dun lyk dat hse, wad can u do bout it?! we haf diff taste, so wad? doesnt mean i'm wrong n u hafta scream at mi rite?! den la8 my dad made my mum 2 apologize. n i was lyk all cold 2 her. i sae i'm alredy used 2 ur consential screamin. den she was lyk"oh den nex time i dun needa apologize since u're so used le.aniwae dat hse since e owner not willin 2 sell 4 e price we offered, i haf a reason 2 tell e agent dat we're not going higher price cos my daughter dun lyk." n i did some serious mental eye-rollin. i mean u're not even serious bout dis hse n u hafta argue n scream at mi liddat???? dat's totally INSANE!!

n yesterdae she came home n she started naggin"put ur shoes bac on e rack, u tink our hse is dumpin ground izzit?!" den later"why din u put e ham bac in e fridge? u nid mi 2 remind u stuff liddat?!" den i was alredy fed-up le. she din came home 4 30mins n she start sayin stuff liddat. den later she ask mi 2 wash e dishes. den i sae i dunno how 2 wash e sauce-pan. den she sae use e washin liquid 2 wash jus lyk u wash other stuff. den i sae use wad thing 2 scrub e pan. n den she jus screamed"dun u even noe how 2 tink?! jus use e thing dat u normally use wif dishes!!" den it was I dat lost it. so i yelled"u wan mi 2 yell at u liddat?! huh?! it's very nice 2 yell rite?!?!" den she looked as if she wanted 2 slap mi, her brows all scrunched 2gether her face wif such distaste n hatred. n she screamed"dun u DARE talk 2 mi liddat!!" den i yelled n screamed till i had her speechless cos SHE was e one dat screamed at 1st not mi, she was in e wrong. den she jus screamed at mi bout some other stuff sae i dunno how 2 appreciate dat she cook 4 mi n everything n i jus pushed my fingers in my ears n plunged em dere 4 15mins straight. den la8 after dinner she was all smiles again. but i remained cold 2 her. she may b able 2 4get all e tears n yellin but not mi. she cant yell n scream at mi everytime whenever she lyk n hurt mi n den 4get all bout it. i cant let her do dat. she is outrageous,insane. she is a uncivilized ASSHOLE.