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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
jus when i tot things r gettin betterr...
Saturday, January 14, 2006, 2:13 PM
jus when i tot things r gettin better in sch, i was more bonded wif ppl den i was in sec 1 n more accepted n all, things got worse at home. yesterdae was fridae e 13th. n unlucky stuff had not started happening till i got 2 home. n bcos i was tired, i din greet my mum or anything when she opened e door 4 mi. i jus sliipped inside silenctly n emotionlessly. n den she started yellin at mi 4 dat fuckin little thing. i sat from 6.45pm to 7.45pm thru her stupid "talks". one whole hour wasted, one hour of crap. i din eat my dinner cos i was 2 disorientated 2 eat. all bcos of dat bitch. i went 2 bed at 10.45pm cos i had 2 fake slp in order 2 shut her up. n i listened 2 "shut up" by simple plan(u get wad i mean) n 2day, BOTH my parents yelled at mi. as if having one yellin is not gd enuf. but it was my mum who persisted in screaming after my dad had stopped(he only stopped cos it was lunch time~roll eyes~) n during lunch my mother kept going at mi till my dad had 2 yell at her 2 shut e hell up. only dat she didnt so my dad had no choice but 2 storm out of e hse. can u believe dat????? n she tinks dat I was e one wif attitude problem. puhleeeeezz...

i dun get wadda hell she wants. i dunno wad she's drivin at but all i noe is dat she has gone 2 far. n she tells mi dat love hafta b 2 ways. she sae dat i cant b ignorant of all e things dat they're doing 4 mi n if i kip disrespectin them, she's gonna blow n make my life hell. i dun mind n i'm not afraid. go ahead if dat's wad u wanna do. let's do dis thing e hard way. let's haf a WAR. let's make each others' lives miserable. let's turn dis into a vicious cycle of tears n yelling. i wun shrink bac. n i noe exactly wad i'm doing. i dun wan my life 2 b controlled. dat's all i wan. i wan u kip ur goddamn mouth shut, 2 get out of my face. let's haf real fun. i only haf one question 2 ask God: y mus i b born in e hse wif dis bitch n bastard as parents???? dey dun understand, neither do i. n i'm not gonna make things easier.

i suggest dey get parenting lessons b4 dey talk 2 mi nex time. or e whole family might as well go 4 counselling. i cant help it n it's not gonna work or make mi easier 2 control if they're gonna yell at mi e whole time. ~roll eyes~