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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
cny's over T_T
Wednesday, February 01, 2006, 6:58 PM
so saddd...cny's over. in dis whole cny, i discovered n learnt a lot of things. ONE, haf responsibility 2wards ur belongings!! TWO, godsis doesnt necessarily meant gd things. THREE, festive moods wears off fast.

wellll, i summarised all those abv as i lost my ez-link card...not excatly lost but left it somewhere. i went cycling at east coast on mondae den rent e bikes. but i never go n return e bikes personally myself, is my mum n other ppl help return de...n den dat stupid shopkeeper din even return my ezlink card bac!!!! @#$%!!! nvm...so now my fren's n my ezlink card is lying in dat stupid bike shop somewhere...sighh

i had my godsis over 4 3 daes 2 nites oso...n i was rather bored during her entire stay cos i guess we jus dun haf anything in common n apparently my mum want mi 2 b more spontaneous n tok wif her 2 get more knowledge n stuff from her cos she so clever, from china got into ny here...bleh...she doesnt understand dat i hate my mum showering praises n goodies n everything on other ppl while half-ignoring mi e whole time...i'm jus experiencing dis mixed feeling of both a little dislike(4 my godsis) n jealousy n confuse all mingled 2gether. i guess i'm jus a little too used to having my parents 2 myself n not used to haf another "sibling" in e hse. guess it oso teaches mi something huh? on last sat, my mum, in her fultile attempt 2 present our hse as a spotless sparkling clean hse 2 welcome my godsis's arrival, she screamed at my dad allllll day 2 help her around e hse doing housework n 2 help her prepare her 11 dishes. okie i admit dat one person doing 11 dishes is quite admirable but there is no nid 2 scream at ppl as thou dey were slaves 2 work n help out rite??!!? at nite, i stayed up 2am 2 watch cctv e concert in china. it was really really good. all e singing n dancing n wad we call "xiao pin" was really really hilarious!!

after all these excitement n fun, it's time 2 ponder bout e whole meaning of e cny. e chinese newspapers i read mentioned dis point n most teens from 17-19 alredy find cny quite boring n r no longer excited over e idea of having hong baos. actually i tink i'm oso expericencing dat. so wad's e whole point of cny? actually these daes i bet no one care so much on e whole point aniwae, dey jus eat n haf fun n no longer view cny as a cultural tradition festival. bet every1 jus tot 2 buy e new yr deco 4 a little festive joyous mood, haf a little gathering dinner 2 kip e tradition 4 e sake of it...no one go so far as 2 tink e real origin n culture behind dis festival, dey jus welcomed it wif open arms cos it gives 3 daes of holidaes...it's jus lyk a sorta countdown thingy wif no big meaning...guess e human brain is often shrunken in terms of such things.

dey say ppl haf became more n more civilized n everything wif all e fancy gadgets n new technology. wif e latest radio-camera-video-recorder-hp all rolled into one. but i dun tink we r actually becoming more civilizedd. we r jus inventing new stuff 2 help ourselves, 2 make things easier 4 us all. in dis world, there r few ppl who actually understands n noe how 2 appreciate art, music, danse properly. everyone is jus gg 2 concerts n dramas 2 see but dey do not understand e true meaning behind things. dey dunno how 2 read btw e lines. ppl r jus caring 2 look good, make more money, do things 4 their own benefit. humans r selfish, dey waste e earth's resources n plow e earth dry of everything n kill animals 4 their skin n take advantage of animals 2 provide humans wif wad dey dun haf. everything's jus 4 themselves. dey dun gif a damn as 2 whether e earht's gonna "live" on 4 another million years 2 support another million years of life. dey dun even care if their own species---e older generation gonna thrive or not. ppl jus care bout gettin e rite clothes, rite accesories, more ways 2 make money. i dun tink they actually care 4 others besides their families. i tink some of those ppl who donate money is jus bcos their religion teaches them 2 do so n dey r afraid dat if dey do not gif graciously dey will haf bad luck. har!! ~roll eyes~

u saw how much donations there were when e tsunami came?? e donations practically flooded in...while ppl in Africa, Uganda r suffering n dying from AIDS, e world choose not 2 care n ignore them n some ppl even tink dat e ppl there deserve it n look down on them as "filthy ppl". e reason dat AIDS occur in their country is dat dey dun haf enuf education 2 noe how AIDS is transmitted n dey dun understand y dey can get AIDS. e world should instead more spontaneously help third world countries lyk them n provide them wif better healthcare n education system n let them haf a better government! ppl r jus too blind n too selfish sometimes...