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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
urge
Saturday, April 01, 2006, 10:20 AM
i haf yet another urge 2 change my blogskin...sighh. mayb dat's bcos of mood swings these daes. it's not ez to b a teen. i was tinking how come parents dun understand dat we nid freedom at all? sure they worry about us "4 our own good" budden dey dun realize dat dey r actually making us hate them. werent they teens b4? dun dey noe how 2 protect us n take care of us WITHOUT hurting our rights??! dey wanna read our blog n check our hp 4 "bad" sms. dey force feed us 2 eat e food dat dey noe we hate hate hate a lot. dey refuse to let us play 4 littlest while but they'll luv 2 c us studying at e table 4 2 hrs straight. i mean wad r parents here for?! prisoner warden?! they jus dun realize dat we're all grown up n we dun nid their help or decisions or commands anymore!! we haf BRAINS we can do things ourselves ok?!

how e hell can we make them understand wad we r feeling. they owaes tink jus bcos wad they r doing is good 4 us, dey can use wadeva ridiculous method 2 do it. so wad if e stuff they're doing r 4 our own good? it make us hate them!! n everytime i feel like blowing up n screaming i hafta tell myself: dey r trying 2 make u better, take a step bac n dun b so stubborn..blah blah blah. but i wonder whether dey will do dat too. haf dey actually tried 2 put themselves in our shoes?! dey most definitely didnt. cos if dey did, dey will not treat mi so stupidly. i seriously wan my parents 2 go 4 parenting lessons. so damn fed up.

oh welll...at least e good ting 2 look 4ward is dat my french fren will b coming over 2 my sch nex wk! =D cant wait 2 c her. wad's wif e freakin blogskins.com?! it take lyk 10mins 2 display a single page. i feel lyk pinching someone....mayb i'll cook 2dae. i feel lyk cooking. mayb i'll try making a shepherd's pie =) or a mango-grass jelly dessert. lalala. i suddenly feel ok again. when u look in e mirror who do u c? i c a gal tryin 2 b accepted n not left out everytime when it's time 4 a grouping. i c a gal tryin hard 2 withstand e criticism taunting her. i c gal tryin hard 2 b strong n happi cos she promised herself 2 do dat. i c a gal who's gonna scream n blow up any dae soon. e gal may haf a mask. i'm not sure. i've neva seens her without e mask. it's hard. life's hard. ce n'est pas juste.