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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives.
"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
you dunno mi
Thursday, April 20, 2006, 9:11 PM
another busy wk. last wk good fri keep on wanting to blog but no time. gawd i'm owaes so busy these daes i haf no time 2 tink properly. last good fri was still in my memory clearly. we had a freakin good time. n jeanie told mi dat it was the 1st time their CG so spontaneous n enthu! which is sooooo gr8. we watched narnia den later discussed about its relation wif God and Jesus. we played whacko lyk siao larx. den everytime someone b whacker hafta eat one huge spoonful of food. lols. den at e end we threw some guy into e swimming pool dey had in e condo. cos we go Velda's condo 4 the thingy. boos...i wanna go jean's church again!! i wanna b christian!! ohh well dist prob. guess if my mum got a car it'd b easier...but now they busy lookin at hses cos we gettin new home. i guess my parents sick of e current hse.

2dae stay bac after sch 2 do sc project. den bianca, eugena n cheryl at 1st oso there 2 do sc proj but dey din haf anything so dey ended up prankcalling n entertaining mi n jean. god dey were SO funny!! i laugh till my stomach pain k. yay prank callin is fun. but i cant do. if i do, i surely laugh till i cant stand up anymore de. sighh...these daes still quite e same larx. a lot of stuff messy n now i hafta stand by my frenz side 2 support them =( i hope dis will pass soon. i was wondering how come some ppl cant get along wif others n y some r so gossipy. i dunno ppl. ppl dunno mi. i no longer feel lyk being fake now dat i haf true frenz but i still ponder about life.

stuff like y is there a person called ME. how come my parents r who dey r. is there a buddha or God willing to guild mi? i used 2 tink in a philosophical way dat since humans are gonna die n life is such a bore, y bother living it. 1) cos we dun dare 2 suicide. 2) cos we're scared of death which is an uncertainty. 3) ppl are mainly jus scared beings. too cowardly 2 take such big risks n too selfish 2 tink of others. SO many ppl r now doing things 2 shorten everyone's lifespan in a indirect way. those ppl burning those incense n paper, no offense but they're polluting the earth. ashes floating everywhere, bad air, n completely charred ugly ground surface. i seriously duno y their god want them 2 worship in dat particular selfish manner. tolerance. those factories happily choppin down trees, burning trees, dumpin chemicals into e sea, throwing great masses of rubbish into e ocean...wadda hell is their problem? tolerance. PLUS those ignorant ppl jus going on wif their lives tinkin dat if dey had good health dey live good life dey lead rich lives, everything will b ok. dey dun stop n tink about others mor do dey care about the homeless. some rich ppl organise fairs 2 save the animals jus bcos dey want 2 c e animal there as a decoration 4 their own entertainment or jus 2 haf "face". dey dun gif a shit about e orphans n homeless n ppl suffering from diseases in 3rd world countries. instead, dey tink dat e ppl there r "ppl who jus do it anyhow n it's their own fault 2 get STDs". those teens buyin new clothes 2 fit e trend n buyin new hps every mth. those rich ppl tinkin dat jus bcos i go 2 a concert or a musical, i enter charities, i'm respectable. *snorts* dey r so FAKE. pointless.

i'd love 2 tink e whole world is illusionary. den i dun hafta give a fuckin damn 2 anything at all. oh well...guess i'm in a swearing mood 2dae 4 no reason. i'm a little *ahem* high 2dae.