oooo another late post bout nyglitters! i feel so happi dat day cos i performed in esplanade 4 the 1st time!! but it isnt as scary thou. cos i guess choir got a lot of ppl ba n den the audience seat so far away. i dun feel scared at all compared to dat time cosi bello backstage palms sweating cold sweat. =X aniwae it was another great production! i guess we all had fun...from 10am reach sch to 10+pm more than 12 hrs le! but it was great thou. much better den staying at home n being bored by my parents. hmmmm this sat someone invited mi 2 go their church thing. but i haf sooo many things to do! get geog done, revise for chinese culture, science n hist. den still geog script. umm plus science readups. i dun feel like going ): feel so guilty cos i promised dat person le. sighhhhhhh everytime so busy oso not my fault. dat event will occupy my whole sat de lor. shall not go. 4 the sake of tests. mus still keep up the good results to go bicultural n get scholarship! *pooof*

i tink this round of sabs not fun at all. cept for some things larh. the manga mania is a complete waste of time cos i din really learn anything cept from the stuff on the net dat i research myself. it shld b sth dat i can learn not from the net >:[ but i kinda liked chinese drama thou. it was half fun. lawl. tmr is the chinese drama presentation we din even rehearse at all n we dunno our lines at all. not script. din even noe who b wad roles. oh yaa i watched samurai X 4 manga mania. n i tink it's not bad for a anime movie! cos it haf pretty deep meaning behind. life is not about getting revenge, it's about caring for the ones you loved. bcos samurais r warriors, dey've killed so many ppl, samurai X (kenshin) feel guilty about taking away life. n the life dey take away r valued by others like their loved ones too. so kenshin only carry his sword for self-defence neva for attacking purposes. he has stopped using the blade of the sword but instead use e blunt side. this act is truly honouring those who died n preventing more blood from being shed at times of civil wars. den today oso watched a video on 雷雨 it's a drama show written by 曹雨. he wrote the script for 5 yrs from 18-25. it's about a love tradegy in which the characters were all forced to death in the end bcos of lies n other things dat were untold. sometimes humans can b pretty short sighted n den in the end dey do stupid things n b so calculative but the ones who end up suffering r themselves. i dont wanna b like those ppl. dun wanna b those materialistic ppl wif only goals for their own selfish needs. recently i dunno it's wad thing the buddhists all burn paper. i really hate this time of the year. burning paper not only contributes greatly to air pollution, it oso litter the ground full of gold paper n candles dat those ppl dun bother to clean up after burning. the ashes from the paper get blown into my rm n my face everytime. sometimes dey even burn the stuff on the ground, making the floor charred. n wad do they do dat for? i noe it's a believe n everything but dont they realise jus bcos dey believe in these kinda things, dozens of paper r made n den burnt jus for a belief? i'm not biased towards them or wad but i tink dat's not really an appropraite way to show their belief for their religion.

n wad really strikes mi is dat china dun haf such paper burning thingys even thou there's still buddhists living there. n the number is not small. so y cant the buddhists here show their faith in their religion in a more envrionmentally friendly way? n usually the cookies dey put on paper plates as offerings get eaten by greedy birdies aniwae n i personally tink dat totally defeats the purpose of the offering. instead of sth good, those food turn into snacks for birds dat jus peck at them viciously. wad's the point? humans owaes make this kinda mistake. we buy things n spend money n our resources for nth. most of the time, we jus waste them. so now i set up a rule for myself. b4 buying something ask urself whether u really need dat n is going to use it regularly. if not, dont buy it.