what is life?

it is a cycle. repetitive days of doing the same thing everydae. u get up at e same time, u seat e bus at e same time, u reach sch at e same time. den u go thru all those lessons n e nex dae u wake up n do it again. not only is there the boringness n the meaninglessness, life is oso full of crap. we worry constantly about whether we're gonna get fat, whether we can fit in the fast moving society, whether our studies r gonna b okay etc. to top it all, we've got our parents continuously restricting us to do this whole big list of things n tryin to decide wad's rite for us. dey tink dat if we dont do as they say, we're messing up ourselves. cos wadeva dey sae is like 100% correct, all from the experience from these boring yrs of life. they've read this this this bk telling them this, dey've seen that that that tv show dat tells them that. and so, dey tink wad dey say is correct therefore good for us therefore we mus follow n do exactly as they say or else dey will get mad. wad kind of stupid thing is dat???????? well it may b true wad dey say is correct but it's not neccessarily true dat wadeva dey sae is good 4 us. i mean, we're living our lives, NOT them. we can form our opinions to things rite?!

life is jus a thing we go thru. y shall we continue to live then if it's so boring? the simplest explanation is dat we're probably scared to do suicide n escape from life. another reason is dat ppl live life with a goal. dey wanna achieve sth at the deadline dat they set 4 themselves. some ppl may find it challenging but definitely NOT me. i'm alredy sick of all dat cos i've went thru it like a thousand times. when we as students, we set a general goal 4 ourselves to achieve good results n academic skills. then, we can get a high pay job. when we're working middle aged ppl, we set a goal 4 ourselves to continue to work harder 4 better job positions etc. when we're old n retired, we jus haf a boring normal life with like 0 goals, unless u count making sure u stay healthy so as not 2 fall sick n burden ur family a goal. but every phrase is gonna b a repetitive cycle. when we're in kindergarden, we dun haf so complex thinking so we jus happily go 2 preschool everyday n then jus play n waste a whole load of time wif our frenz n go home happily. but now, it's different. our brain naturally develop so our tots oso will develop. so we're helpless to wad fate lies 4 us, we cant stop this repetitive cycle. mayb wad we can do to encourage us on is to help out some disabled ppl, homeless animals, ppl with problems even worse than us. we owaes tink our lives suck but we neva thought of how others may suck even even more than ours. than besides helping others, we can recycle, conserve n join activities dat allow us to contribute to make the world a better place 4 everyone. then, at the end of the day, mayb jus mayb, u'll feel accomplished n content.

today's racial harmony day was quite boring. hci din even haf lessons n still can wear home clothes. unlike us. welll but i did CIP today. metally retarded adults came to our sch n we had a reading session with them. den we sang songs n played games. dey haf the IQ n language ability of a P1-2 student. i really pity them, to b retarded n not function like a normal person can. there are so many things that dey can miss out, so many activities dey cant do. n yet dey dunno it. i can guess in some way dey r lucky too cos they got ppl to care for them at their centre n dey haf no worries. dey jus learn new things n haf fun everyday. oh well, i'm glad i made their day happy! i guess when i grow upm i'm gonna do some job dat leaves mi feeling accomplished. like mayb a vet, den everyday i can help animals or some other job dat serve or contributes the world instead of jus working in an office which doesnt really leave me feeling accomplished or recognized 4 my work, jus plain bored.