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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
can i become an airhead?
Monday, August 21, 2006, 7:54 PM
ok...i nearly failed my maths. damn it. i dun wanna tink about it or wadeva. but a lot of ppl oso got low. but 25+ for maths 4 mi is jus too lousy. i cant even scrape a 30+ i feel like such a failure. n jean, u noe u were like living corpse after getting back the results n all n u even said some scary horrible things(u noe wad i'm talking about. if u ever ever do dat thing i'm gonna die too) n i jus kinda blocked the tot of maths outta my mind cos i was like tinking: heck, alredy get this low, cant do anything to change it i'll b wasting my tears if i cry. so i jus told myself not to cry cos if i do, i'll hate myself 4eva. hahaax. at least my other subjects were not too bad. chinese, hist, science all ok. only dat i hate getting so little for e LA compre thou our whole class got around dat. but i still feel like dying. grahh why isnt lex online?? i needa complain to him bout e whole damn thing.

still gotta give it up to my mum for pissing me off with one sentence in 30 secs. her one stupid comment can make mi feel like shit for 1 hr n she doesnt even care or realises it. i got to eat outside food again cos my mum didnt cook. ugh. i HATE coffeeshop food. den after i came back from getting e food my mum was like "did u get back ur piano exam results? cos my friend's daughter got it back already and she got 130." mi:"why do u need to tell mi this?" mum:" cos number one, she got back already and number two, she got distinction. n den suddenly i feel like pouring all my food on her head or something. so i sat alone at e dining table trying to eat the horrible food n feeling incredibly pissed. i dun want to hear and i dun need to hear all those stupid things. can u like SHUT UR FREAKING MOUTH?! y does she owaes choose to "care" about mi in such an annoying way? is her friend's daughter a sec 2 girl who returns home practically everydae at 6pm n wakes at 6am?! so wad if her friend's daughter in GPE? if u tink i'm bad enough thank god 4 not getting a even worse daughter in a neighbourhood sch! STOP comparing mi with other ppl! i hate being compared! it was all a stupid lie when u said u tot my results were quite good. wait till i show you my maths test n i'll see wad u say! T_T

i really really reallllllly wish i wasnt alive. too bad i'm way too scared to commit suicide. wad's the purpose of life anyway? aniwae for today's lang art's test, i jus took in my mock essay n copied everything. heng jus patroled around for like 10 mins b4 she sat down. wadevaa. i dun wanna care anymore.