okie let's hear it. the good news or the bad news first? the good news is dat i showed my dad the maths test results n he scolded mi for not caring so much about the maths test beforehand n jus focusing on the negative points of not having enough time, the qns too hard. he said even thou the test was hard i shouldnt have gotten below avg. i reminded him dat i got below avg as well for my maths eoy last yr. heh heh. n den he said dat i shouldnt have lost so many marks for the histogram n graph qn n said dat bcos i neva practice enough i lost those marks. sighh i cried again. cant believe i did dat. again. )':
the good news is dat i jus managed to get merit for my gr6 piano. 120! oh well at least i got merit. i can strike dat off my wishlist. so sad dat i never got distinction for piano exams before. but i only took a total of 3 piano exams in my life. n one theory test. n my teacher taught gave mi the scores for flight of the bumblebee and moonlight sonata movement 1. not to mention last wk she gave mi a whole book of photocopied paul senneville scores! yay. i chose to learn the moonlight sonata 1st cos it's only 3 pages long it's only adagio. flight of the bumblebee is PRESTO which brings the tempo up to 200 or more n den it's 6 pages long. hmmm my parents r out again. ytd dey went to buy furniture from 12am to 10pm. these days dey owaes so "busy". i cant find anybody to accompany me to cut my hair. so in the end i didnt cut it. i'm too scared to cut my hair myself. lol. i was tinking of adopting a cat when i move into my new flat. nex tue i'm gonna have CIP wif 202 n miss recording! YAYNESS. i HATE recording. one song sing like more then 5 times. n owaes drag till so late. my voice was hoarse after thursday and friday. but no choice. *phew* i'm giving ms teng a teacher's day card! i'm only giving her a card cos i dun tink the rest of the teachers deserve anything. muahaha i'm mean.
sighh feeling so yu4 men4. wad's the world becoming to? nth but selfishness, pollution and uneeded lies. all those stupid mags focus on how to make YOURSELF more beautiful and wad all the celebs do instead on how to make THE EARTH more beautiful. those poor celebs. they're being watched by e media 24/7 n the those stupid ppl who buy the mags wanna look at the celebs' lives n comment on their wadeva slutty behaviour instead of looking at their own lives. pathetic. this jus shows how shallow ppl r.
I tear myself open,
I sew myself shut.
my weakness is
that i care too much
and my scars remind me,
that my past is real.
I tear myself open
just to feel.
