grahhhhhh i'm under so much stress now and it's like just JAN!!!!!! @_@ gosh i tink i'll be dead by the time i make it to May ): i have 6 projects in total to complete and they're all about the same deadline. and dat's already stressing enough. not to mention dat i don't have time. i'm only free 1 day in 5 schooling days and dat 1 day is occupied in order to do my projects. PLUS i have a ton and hw to do this wkend which further depress me more, AND my choir president just given us a big lecture to give MORE THAN OUR BEST for choir. sigh. and i cried when i heard the things she said ok. T__T gosh, life is sooooooooooo hard. ohoh! i oso forgot to mention dat I learn piano and have to squeeze time to practise it. argh.

i always tell myself: you mustn't waste ur time on the internet bcos all ur results and time spent on it will get u nowhere in ur life. but i still can resist the temptation to play neopets. oopsies! tomorow i'll still need to wake up at 7am for workshop at TKGS. yawns. i'll just have to pull thru. after all, this is life. i still didn't get anything from my parents about getting a kitty. at this rate i'm going, i'll definitely need one or I will probably end up with a partial mental illness sooner or later with all these things going on and not enough time to complete them. these days life is just too boring for me to go through anything in this blog. it will be back to the same old routine of wake at 6am, seat bus at the same time, get to sch at the same time, go thru a day's of lessons and drag my fried brain and tired body to my french class, choir or project making sessions with grp members. life is just SO meaningless.