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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives.
"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
i would never want to grow up
Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 3:21 PM
So much for thinking that everything is going to be smooth-sailing for VBC. What's the use of me working my ass off and spending so much time when my other dumb group member is going to ruin it anyway? =.= Sigh, she stupidly invested in something worth 15mil virtual money when i was saving it for something else, to dominate more of IM market. She just ruined everything I had in mind for me. STUPID.

Anyway, I shall blog about the main event of today: CSM! Actually the only reason i go for CSM was cos i wanted to see my pri sch guy friends, if not i'll just get my mum to write a parents letter and then not go for csm at all. OMG. Alex and Wang both grew so tall it makes me depressed thinking of it now. ESP ALEX! I was totally not expecting him to reach around my eye level! But well, I did keep on praying for him to grow since i pitied him when he was smaller sized than all the other guys in my class in p6. I miss my lovely innocent funfilled pri school days, where I can wake up at 7am and reach home at 1.30pm. I miss hanging out with my other nicenice girl friends and going to each other houses. I miss spreading rumours and matchmaking people together. I miss going to the playground to play and going to the "mama shop" near my school to stop by and buy cheap 20cents snacks after school. I miss going to science centres with friends tgt and watching movies at cinemas so often and stealing the guys' popcorns. I miss the swing, the school ecogarden, the $1 meals and everything else. I miss my childhood, I never should have grown up ): If I knew it would be like that, I would have opted to always remain in the state that I was in pri sch, despite being stupid and dumb and ignorant of the "real world". But whoever that said ignorance is bliss is smart!

But thankfully alex still got freckles and the earlobe that i used to pull in pri school. I would totally die if all of that disappeared and a new him emerged, cos in my mind, I guess i would always picture him in his p6 form, with freckles, cute earlobes, small body and with a height that barely reached my shoulders. His behaviour was totally reminescience of what he would still do in p6, but I think he has had too much influence from the L in death note. hahaha. And i want him to NOT GROW ANYMORE! *cackle* i'm evil, since wangchi already grew taller than me -.-" and btw, i know u're going to be reading this, so here's my opinion of u too! You didn't change much, neither did you grow very much taller than me so I'm comfortable with that :D I was sort of expecting that you'd remain almost the same as compared to last year. Yup.

OMG I'm feeling so nostalgic right now. I miss my pri school friends *sobs* Hopefully next year I'll get to see more of them (: