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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives.
"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
干浆糊 (Dried Glue)
Wednesday, July 09, 2008, 7:36 PM
我就是浆糊。我日夜夹在两个不愿意在一起的人之间,不过经过不少的风风雨雨与摩擦,那两个人之间的撤拉让我变得非常疲惫,让我渐渐地失去了粘性。两个人反而越来越疏远,也越来越经常发生争执。有时候,他们提高的声音会让我感到害怕,因为我害怕有一天我实在支撑不住,让他们两个分离。小的时候,抱有无限希望的心灵总是在这种情况下比平时还要更粘,不过在成长过程中才沮丧地发现其实事实不是自己想的那么简单、那么单纯。通过一次次的泪水,我丧失了希望,停止了阻止,我只会坐在他们的之间的某一个角落,假装一脸茫然,不过心里却非常疼痛。有时候甚至会感到麻木。那是多么希望自己能闭上眼睛,然后就静静地消失……

我感觉到自己出生的目的就是要结合这两个人,让他们的关系变得更亲密,没想到发生的一切竟是相反。不过,浆糊如果有一天失去了粘性,那该怎么办?当那天到来的时候,浆糊是不是会躲起来痛哭一场,还是会欢喜呢?毕竟自己现在已经长大,也许就可以欺骗一下自己的良心,告诉自己两者的分离与自己互不相关。毕竟他们曾经对自己说过,他们多年在一起的原因都是为了我一个人。

要是浆糊出了什么事,一天突然干枯了,失去了意志,他们会使互相抱怨呢,还是帮助浆糊重新找回粘性?
我不敢想,也不想去想,只知道自己生活的目标就是要越变越好,让他们两个都开心。
不过,夹在中间的感受实在不好受。















NOTE: To see this post more clearly, smart people should know what to do. Click to enlarge the above picture. Drawn within 25mins, please don't criticize it, you'll make the glue even sadder than it already is.