Today I went to O school for An An's Hip Hop I open session and I left feeling embarassed and defeated. It's not that the dance moves are hard, I just have trouble looking normal with the actions and choreographed dance moves! Somehow I seem to lack a swingy relaxed movement that everyone else in the room possesses D:
Thank god I couldn't be seen in the video, because I'll might as well crawl up into a hole and die or something. I ALREADY look weird dancing the first four beats of the choreo and basically I just look like a dumb ass who is forever forgetting the next dance move and therefore always lagging behind one beat! Ok maybe it's not that bad, but I seriously think I sucked today, compared to all those people standing in the front rows before me.
I NEED to work hard on my hip hoppish style or whatever you call it, or else I can just forget entirely about getting into MAD :/ I feel lousy now...and I still need to wake up early because I have another interview at EUNOS for the Minitoons outlet at IMM. Gosh. So much for learning hip hop and job hunting.
PS: I'm not going to say the mystery person's name with whom I went to hiphop today. I'm tired of hearing your teases, girlfriends.
