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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
I need to be loved
Sunday, March 08, 2009, 12:54 PM
I'm seriously deadbeat tired. I slept at 1.30am last night and 2.40am the previous night. I was chionging SAGE presentation the previous night only to get criticised by the disgusting judge at sage =.= And yesterday during SAGE, we stayed all the way till the end of the last presentation, which was around 2.45pm...whereas other teams all left. Sigh. We shouldn't have stayed. We should have just presented, had lunch and went home, that will save me an extra 4 hours and I could have mugged earlier and went to sleep earlier. Damn.


But the silver lining was that yesterday after we had lunch, we saw Utt (the MTV VJ) on the way back to the SMU School of Accountancy! And Utt was drop dead gorgeous in a bad boy kind of way. He was with his friend and they were getting ready to skateboard (his friend was also cute but of course no as stunning as Utt xD) and Melly got huachi cos she said Utt smiled at her. And she was still talking about it 30minutes after Utt smiled at her! Actually I didn't recognise Utt at first, I couldn't connect his face to his name, until Melly pointed it out to me. I think he smiled at me too! <3
MTV vj Utt by ShermenMukhtar.
He looked more like this yesterday with his fringe and casual clothes. But he's hot like this: http://hot-males-celebrity.blogspot.com/2008/02/vj-utt-from-mtv.html
I find people of mixed descent really gorgeous. Utt is Thai(chinese)-American and Shan Wee from 987 FM is also gorgeous and he's Irish-Singaporean.

School is just really hectic and tiring now, despite the fact that lessons are funnier with the guys' crap...but then I just have a lot of things to do. Like doing tutorials, reading up before lectures, and revising after lectures and other random stuff. I've became far more nocturnal now. Because I can't really concentrate with noise from 8-10pm, I've resorted to sleeping after dinner and waking up at 930pm to work till around 1am. It's easier to concentrate when the night is dead quiet. I just want my JC life to be more fulfiling, it doesn't matter if I work hard and nearly die of exhaustion for 2 years when I have achieved a lot. I'm signing up for YAP, Youth for Causes, running for Interact exco and also CT rep. I shall see whether I can get enough people for Youth for Causes first. I didn't get into APYLS, apparently it's pretty prestigious and I was told only 3-4 people that were not in the 08 APYLS Committee got in. And I bet most of those people who were in APYLS Com last year were councillors too. That's not exactly very fair :/ But then again, life's not fair.