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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives. 		"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
What is life but taking risks?
Saturday, June 20, 2009, 8:24 PM
I feel...speechless when I looked at the YAP exco and discovered that I didn't get the post of the secretary but it was instead left to another girl who didn't even run for it. And oh, more people voted for another girl (that I felt was responsible enough) that wasn't present at the actual elections but did a video. Oh well. Why is it that everytime I try to go for something like a leadership role, I get denied entry. But frankly, thinking about it doesn't make any difference now...it's just that I was expecting myself to get in because in the first place, the number of people who ran for exco wasn't that great.

But yes, what is life but taking risks? If I never did go for it, I would have never even had a chance so I'm just going to suck it up like a she-man :D

And my life is going great now so I'm not gonna let this little thing dishearten me. Revision's for bio is nearly done...I need to do more exercises on math and chem and then leave the last and final week for econs and GP ): I'm praying that more teens get infected with swine flu so that the holidays can be extended xD that's such an evil thought...but still...who doesn't pray that will happen? Man is selfish.

Last night I went to kbox with my gang of crazy guy friends again, had great fun going high and singing songs back to back and then I slept over at sj's house. Hm but now I face this problem of trust with my mum. I don't know what to tell her anymore...why can't she just let me go and trust that it's ok for me to spend time with guys? I hate lying to people's faces and it scares me that I can do it so well now. It's either I tell her the truth and she breaks her trust about me and stops me from sleeping over ever and controlling all my social activities in the future, or I lie about it forever. And I don't know what to choose.