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Une fille comme moi
Je t'aime plus que hier, moins que demain ♥
Welcome to the blog of a 17yearoldgirl, where she posts her mindless musings and ramifications.
This is extremely private;
cos this is where she dreams, sleeps and cries.
She lives.
"We can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences.
but our innocence goes awfully deep,
and our discreditable secret is that we don’t know anything at all,
and our horrid inner secret is that
we don’t care that we don’t."
ohnomakethisstop
Thursday, July 30, 2009, 1:32 AM
And here I go again.
And I fall. And fall.
And when I've hit the ground I try to find somewhere else to fall.
And I never let go.

There are these patterns I see in my life.

I've known about them for years.
I've just never done anything about them.
I've just never thought it would matter.
I've just recently discovered that they are consuming me.

Do you think it will ever stop?
I need to make it stop. I need to stop wasting time. Promos are only 9 weeks away.
I need to organise my life, every minute and second.
I need to have some motivation, an aim, a goal.
Something to keep me afloat in this mess.

I cannot afford to make anymore mistakes or screw ups.

Music I'm listening to to keep myself sane: Swim - Jack's Mannequin, Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap.