My God. There will be VESPAS. This is even bigger than FLEAFLYFLOFUN. Damn.

Preparing for block tests had me pulling my hair out and going into hysteria in front of all my friends. Well done. 2 hours and I only did 4 integration questions, with a lot of holes in between. HOW THE F*** AM I GOING TO PULL OFF MATH BT IN THAT KIND OF CONDITION?!

I feel...speechless when I looked at the YAP exco and discovered that I didn't get the post of the secretary but it was instead left to another girl who didn't even run for it. And oh, more people voted for another girl (that I felt was responsible enough) that wasn't present at the actual elections but did a video. Oh well. Why is it that everytime I try to go for something like a leadership role, I get denied entry. But frankly, thinking about it doesn't make any difference now...it's just that I was expecting myself to get in because in the first place, the number of people who ran for exco wasn't that great.

I think these few days I've been shopping way too much. Heh heh. Sorry mummy, I'm like spending your hard earned money away xD After the flea, I'm broke. So now I've been skipping lunch and saving whatever little bits I can. But I just found this super nice blogshop [http://loveandbravery.blogspot.com/] that has the nicest stuff and I feel like getting yet another 2-3 dresses from them ): (DANA ZIPPER TOGA DRESS, LYNN ZIPPER BUSTIER DRESS & ALICE CORAL SHIFT DRESS) And F21's having a sale too ;D Oh well, maybe at most I can sell the floral set I bought at the flea in exchange for it. And perhaps sell one of the stuff I bought from pandaswithpistols too.

Last Sunday, me and my mum just went out to Orchard to buy me my swimsuit, and I went out and bought two products from THE BODY SHOP that costed me $33.80 from my bank account. And my swimsuit was paid for by my mum, it's a navy blue Arena swimsuit that's really very fitting on me and it has a cutout big hole at the back. I really like it, just that the design looks like it's made for swimming pools and not for the beach.

AND on tues I went swimming! I think it was meant to be, because I found $9 in an old bag while rummaging in the storeroom for a bag that I need for swimming. You know, sometimes it's good to hide little bits of money around in your house and then forget about it so that you'll be delighted to pick up some extra cash when you need them :D I swam 700m. And I realised my stamina deproved greatly. I used to be able to do at least 6 laps without stopping, now I can only swim one lap at one go. Maybe it's because I put in a lot of energy into each lap because I try to swim the fastest I can...and at the end of today's swimming, my arms felt a bit like rubber. I really need to swim more and build up my arm's muscle mass, to get silver for stupid NAPFA when school reopens ):

And yesterday I went to wm's house again and we had Sukiyaki for dinner! I swear the guys love me cos I got my math notes that are like a bible and they claim that whenever I'm there they get to eat better food. Haha.

Yesterday was a crazy day of shopping at the super huge flea market at F1 Pit Building! Totally worth it! I should really really go for fleas more often. You can find some ridiculously cheap stuff, like big tubes of Khiel's and even Bobbi Brown going for only $10+, $5-$10 clothes, BNWT branded clothes going for half their retail price and of course a lot a lot of blogshop clothes (:

I bought mainly dresses and skirts yesterday, cos I already had so many bottoms at home. So I got this [blogshop] floral set (a plain black tee and a floral skirt) at $27, a BNWT f21 shadow floral flare skirt at $24, a super pretty black dress with tiny floral prints at $24, a topshop cutout top at only $3, a vintage gold ring at $6 and a gold chain headband at $5. Yeah, you can tell that I have a really soft spot for florals. And me and addie each got the below POLAROID at $2. YAYYEEEE. It was such a fun time bargain hunting!
I didn't really go for the super duper cheap stuff cos mostly those were clothes that were worn before and weren't as pretty as the blogshop stuff that were going on sale. And the number of blogshops there were probably more than the number of personal clothes sellers. But I kind of regret getting the floral set, because I still kind of want a bandage skirt...maybe I'll consider selling the floral set online and getting my bandage skirt instead xD

I nearly decided to abandon this blog and move to lj! But when I weighed both of these online blogging sites, I hate lj for its hard css codes(albeit beautiful layouts) and also its irritating ads. If there were to be no ads, then I would need to change my account to a basic one and that would mean me only getting 6 userpics and I cannot upload my bloody photos on lj! How unfair is that. So I've come to revive my old blog :D

So many things happened in just one short month (my last post was in april) that everything just looks like a whirl. There are lot of things that I've done, a lot of things that people did to me, that I don't feel safe telling to people. Maybe I should lock up this blog with a password!
Looking back now, I think I've spent my time so far in HC to my maximum. I've made wonderful friends that love me as much as I love them, I gone out for many concerts and outings with my fantastic class, I've been told that I'm actually pretty (which still doesn't seem believable to me), I've celebrated my birthday with a cake and a song from my friends, I've spoilt guen's cam and still hear her tell me that it's ok, I've hugged a guy tightly and I've been the emcee for arts fest. It actually doesn't seem all that bad when you leave out the feeling of tireness during lectures, sleeping only 5 hours a day and feeling disgusted at myself for sleeping during school. 
And that pathetic feeling of failure when I thought I've reached my brink.